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Edit: Jauhari ialah tukang ukir batu permata. Macam blacksmith, keysmith, kita ada jauhari. Manikam tu pulak sejenis batu permata.

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It's been awhile since I've updated anything in here. Well I guess now is the right time to do so. I've just finished my studies of four years. Four years of a boring student's life. Thank god I'm able to finish my studies on time and even got a moderate final result. A B. But I'm okay with that. To be honest I'm thrilled and proud with that result.

Since the end of May right after the last program I've attended there I went back to my home town. The moment is priceless. I've been away from home for the last 7 years and I've made my decision to continue my life at the place that I was born.

After a full two weeks of rest and care-less life, my mother starts to blab at me to get a job. "Relax laa". Lol. So I started to spam jobstreet with my low class resume. Weeks gone by and I still got no response from them. "Employers, Y U NO CALL ME FOR AN INTERVIEW?" I'm starting to get restless, and I'm still not clicking the panic button. I'm still myself, sleeping all day, gaming all night.

Then the turning point of my life came. I got the result for the final semester. And I've instantly updated my resume and posted it to this one company. It was a Friday so I've got to wait until the next week to get any updates from that. By that time, I'm still not convinced that there will be any replies from all my application spams. The next Tuesday came the most exciting SMS I've ever got, I've been called for an interview! The interview was arranged for the next two weeks, so I've got, hmm let me count... two weeks to prepare myself. Did I prepared? If you really knew me than you will know that I've never prepared myself for anything which is a distance away from me. (This explains the final results).

But. There is something that's been bothering me from this opportunity. I'm not really that interested in the position. I've already said yes. And already got some regrets in me. Thinking positively, I'm going to assume this interview as a training for my future interview. But will I have any future interview? No, I believe. So I've asked the person politely, and professionally for a change in position. And guess what? I've got a position that I'm more comfortable with. At this point, I'm excited just by waiting for the day to come. I sleep at night thinking of words to say. But deep inside me, I knew I can never get the perfect words and sentences in my mind out of my head to my mouth. My mouth and brain doesn't work well altogether.

And there it is, the final day right before my first interview. I'm beginning to panic and starts to jot what I think to a paper. This doesn't ends up well, I got lazy and stopped. By just memorizing some point I believe I'll be able to get it out my mouth flawlessly. Again. As expected. I'm wrong.

Here comes the day of the interview. I'm still not prepared for it. But still get to it. There I was waiting for the HR to get me. And I was shocked that there was also 5 other candidates all there to compete with me. Sigh. I thought I was alone. At this point I'm not all that excited anymore. They've taken that away from me.

Still I believe I've tried my best, and now I'm so tired of typing this and I want to end it sooner. A story is more enjoyable with a happy ending right? Well the next two days, the HR there called me and told me I was selected and invited me for a Medical checkup there the next day. I'm very happy that I'm able to get a job from my very first interview. Thanks Allah. Luck is on my side this time.

I'm going to start work next week. And I'm able to enjoy this last week at home. Yeah at home! I'm very happy to get a job where I can live here at my own home. No more house renting. No more get to know housemates. I'm very happy now.

Almost forgot.

Once in a while. Once a month. That would be great. Only and only if. Hey, what am I talking about actually. Is there really any talking even being made here? Nope!

'Sebab pulut santan binasa, sebab mulut badan binasa'

Is this pantun or what the hell it's called even relevant anymore? Definitely no. You can freely write about anything you want; just as long as you have an internet connection. No mouth involved here.

Maybe one day or even in the past someone, somewhere might have been offended by me; either from my mouth, even from my not so many writings. Do I even give a slight of fuck about it? Probably.

I've noticed changes in people. One day they will say they love you, and one day they will say they miss you. Can you actually believe it? How can they miss you so much? What have you actually done to them to warrant you such an honor? If you can answer that then you are likely blind; blindly in love. All you deserve now is a pity.

How much have you wasted on someone? Is it worth it? I've should have known earlier. You should have left me earlier. Not just to make myself feel a little better, but I believe it's a fact. By not falling in love during studies. Just make as many friends as you want. Get out with who ever the hell you want. Without even reporting to anyone. That's what a student should be like. Not being trapped. And not to lose a single cent on things you didn't enjoy doing.

All in all I'm still searching for something. But without even giving a slightest of hope. This way I'm able to get as many friends without being flirty because I just don't give a fuck. I just want to be your friend, nothing less, nothing more. But seeing how other guys acts like. I'm just sad. Real sad. Typical pathetic guys. Falling in love with every single women in the world. I'm just hoping I have the ability to avoid that. It's simple; just believe that you are not worthy for anyone. Because this is how I am currently picturing myself.

Argh!

A very tiring day but still I'm unable to fall asleep. Why oh why?

Yesterday I slept at 7a.m. mainly because I drank iced tea the night earlier. My plan is to finish my assignment during the night. But what happened? Movies all night long!

As planned, I'm supposed to follow my friend to digital mall to survey the price of the ipod 4 at 10 a.m. survey? Actually I've already done that online and I believe that the price online is the lowest of them all. Luckily the plan to get there was canceled but I didn't continue my sleep; which was not a very good decision.

At 2 p.m is the futsal session for our house. All the 'kaki bangku' was invited. Including me. I'm not happy with the way I've played. Not at all. My passes sucks. But at the end of the day I've decided to just dribble and take a shot on goal. Which was great! I got a couple of cheap goals. Haha.

Then when I came back and checked my phone, there was a lot of missed calls and smss from the seller. My bad. But the seller sucks because I haven't really confirmed the time yet. With my tired legs and all we went to the summit to make the deal for 2 ipod touch. This all happened around 5 p.m.

At 8 p.m I have a class to attend to. With a homework that I didn't even touched yet. There goes my sleeping time. I have to finish my work in the last minute. Well that's me. I suck and I do my work last minute. And this post also sucks because this happened days ago because I'm too lazy to finish writing it. Next one will be better!

Are you afraid of the dark?

I am certainly am. This whole week I can't seem to let myself to be asleep when I'm alone in the dark. As I let myself asleep for a while then I'm suddenly half awake and in front of me will be the vision of something. I am writing this post in the dark and I'm shivering. What am I really afraid of? I can't really explain that.

Luckily I have a cat named Felix to accompany me if I'm afraid. Even though she doesn't understands a thing, but being beside a living thing makes me feel secure. Fuck it, hearing someone cough will also do. That's why we can't live alone in this world right?

And tonight is also a bad day for Chelsea, which lost to liverpool on torres's debut. I don't mind actually. He shouldn't have started the match anyways. For the next game let's just hope he'll be able to settle in and score some goals for us. David Luiz should also start the next game with Bosingwa being dropped will be a good decision.

This would be my last night at home. And I'm really gonna miss it. I need to get up early, in my books for tomorrow's approximately 5 hours trip. When I get there, I need to get straight to class hoping that I still have the urge to get to.

Just another day

But actually this is my last day at home. Do not feel like getting back there. Just hate the feeling of being there.

Just kidding. I love my life there now. Not being attached to anything makes it all better. No more being late on a date and being scolded. What a bitch. Perfectionist or so you call that. It's bs which fits much better. Now I'm just wondering when will that idiot regrets his decision. But sadly, I'm not interested in the story of your life anymore. Skema is the word that fits both of you.

Next story? Well what have I done during this holiday? Nothing actually. I'm gonna be dead once I get there. Killed by all the tasks that should have been done during the holidays. But who's to blame here? Me!

Tonight will be the game of chelsea against liverpool. A must see game! I would love to see torres starts against his old club and scores. Which most likely be a very good start for him. I'm hoping but not desperate. Let's just hope we'll see a good match tonight; win or lose.

Football transfers

Hey, I may be late but I guess I'm not too late eh? The main spotlight in this transfer window will definitely goes to the transfer off fernando torres from Liverpool to Chelsea right?

And yeah it is! Being a big fan of The Blues satisfies me the most. At first everything looks impossible, with Liverpool having a new manager which is doing really well right now.

But the outcome of this really shocked the hell out of me. And that's how life goes right? Money means everything.

Despite all of that, I'm also a fan of aston villa and I'm very impressed with what they have done in the transfer window. With Bent, Makauon, and Micheal Bradley joining the ranks; the villains will do really well. Let's just hope that is the outcome from all of this.

Go Villains! Go Blues!

Untitled

Trying to post without a title. I just tried wordpress and their app. Blogger looks like a clear winner so I'll just continue to blog from here.

This would be my third post in a day; I guess this is because I just set it up and usually this is how it goes. Semangat baru! Let's just hope this spirit will continue in the longer term.

another for another for another?

Auto capitalization now enabled! More professional right? This post would be about something I'm facing right now. Lol.

It goes like this. I've known someone that I happen to be with. How did it came out? Well not as expected, not to say that I don't expect it, in truth I did see it coming. It turns out everything was true after all. I fell for a selfish bitch; if that's how to describe it. First you said you needed ' normal' friends. Well you got it! But now? Go figure!

Then came that second one. There is nothing to blame here since there is nothing wrong with it. For now! But deep inside me I just want to be alone, not alone, just with no love.

This is when the third one came! Yeah, just what I needed. But I just can't see anything special in this. Just to waste my time and currency would be a great choice with this one. That's it!

With the last one I can just easily forget the previous two without being too attached. And now is for me to disappear from this one. Which would be pretty easy. Since it's not into me or anything. It's good for both of us!

hello world

hey there, this would be my first post for my uncounted blog setup. Well let's just hope this one would be more regularly updated with my rants and so on. here I am posting this from my phone. with the official blogger app for android is out everything seems more simpler and easier! yeah. we can also save the post just in case we can't find anything interesting to post. well that's for all for now. will blog soon! and yeah, first letter capital should be enabled! ...or I'll look like an idiot!