I am certainly am. This whole week I can't seem to let myself to be asleep when I'm alone in the dark. As I let myself asleep for a while then I'm suddenly half awake and in front of me will be the vision of something. I am writing this post in the dark and I'm shivering. What am I really afraid of? I can't really explain that.
Luckily I have a cat named Felix to accompany me if I'm afraid. Even though she doesn't understands a thing, but being beside a living thing makes me feel secure. Fuck it, hearing someone cough will also do. That's why we can't live alone in this world right?
And tonight is also a bad day for Chelsea, which lost to liverpool on torres's debut. I don't mind actually. He shouldn't have started the match anyways. For the next game let's just hope he'll be able to settle in and score some goals for us. David Luiz should also start the next game with Bosingwa being dropped will be a good decision.
This would be my last night at home. And I'm really gonna miss it. I need to get up early, in my books for tomorrow's approximately 5 hours trip. When I get there, I need to get straight to class hoping that I still have the urge to get to.
